Sunday, May 29, 2011

Life is Life

"Your life is your life gotta live it like it's your life"

Life is probably the hardest it's been.....ever? Or maybe just in a really long time. I know that others have it so much worse than me, and I'm not really qualified to complain. But I will anyway, just for a minute.

It sucks not being able to find a job relevant to what I studied. It sucks having student loans that I expected to be able to pay within a year of graduation (assuming I would have found a job paying at least $40k/yr). I won't be able to. It sucks still being partly dependent on my parents. Goodness I am so grateful for their generosity and kindness, but I've got to grow up and be an adult eventually. It sucks thinking that because of all that, college was actually a worthless investment, seeing as I'm doing the exact same thing I did before and during my formal undergraduate education. It sucks not being even interested in any guy for what feels like years because the pickings are so so very slim. It sucks being represented by the idiots that we call our Congressmen. Pretty much every last one of them. Life just sucks sometimes. And I think that we can probably all agree on at least that.

But you know what? "Your life is your life gotta live it like it's your life." This isn't even really that inspirational of a quote. But I like it nonetheless. It is what it is. 

Plus, I'm trying to get pumped up for the Noah and the Whale show coming up this Thursday! It's not too late to get tickets! Come, come!!!!

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

A Lesson in Self-Control....I Have None

My latest obsession.......
Me and Mary did our grocery shopping on Saturday evening before we went to a stake dance, which by the way was the worst idea ever and I'm pretty sure I'll never make that mistake ever again...we were there for a total of 1.5 minutes. Enough to steal 2 cookies and 2 bottles of water...anyway. So we're at Smiths and Mary has this problem where she passes out at work if she doesn't have enough food or protein or something, so she has to carry around a baggy of mixed nuts during her rounds in order to prevent a disaster like this one

I am already aware that I have an addiction to honey roasted peanuts and that I don't really know how to portion when I get going with those little morsels of heaven. It's been a really long time since I've allowed myself to purchase this treat for that very reason. And they're quite pricey, even with the off-brand. But anyway as Mary picked out her selection of mixed nuts, she caught me gazing longingly at my long lost love. And so she told me that I am allowed to buy them just this one time, as an experiment, to see if I can handle it. To see if I can make them last at least a week. If I can have the self-control to portion.

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Well I can't.

I am so sad. It'll probably be a long time before I'm allowed to buy them again. 

It's Wednesday night and as I sit here blogging, I have the can of nuts next to me. I'm fighting the urge to reach in and eat the last couple bites worth. I'm pretty sure I'll lose the battle, and my taste buds will win as they laugh menacingly at my love handles.

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

I'll Get Back To You Soon Someday, You Will See

Oh gosh. I finally just listened to Fleet Foxes' new album. And I am so very very pleased! Listen and learn, my friends. 

So excited to see them when they come to SLC in July! 

Come with me, won't you?! Aunt Sharlyn, I know I can count on you, yes?!


Friday, May 20, 2011

Sister Dates

Last weekend, me and Mary doubled with Lauren and her sister, Emily. 

A little background: Lauren and I were joined together by the forces of fate when we landed together at an apartment at Raintree. And let me tell you.....that year, I think it's safe to say that we needed each other...for a variety of reasons...of which I won't go into here. Anyway, I was starting my sophmore year, and decided to go solo in finding an apartment because I wasn't a huge fan of where my freshmen friends were looking. I was sad to leave them, but felt good about my decision. Lauren was first to move in, then I was next. There are 3 rooms and 6 girls. I knew I wanted the last room because its biggest and furthest from the living room and kitchen, aka noise. So when we found out that the other 4 moving in were coming in pairs (we learned later only 2 came as a pair, and the other two didn't actually know anyone either), we knew would have to share a room, so I convinced her to join me in the back room instead of staying in the smaller first room. Ah, fate. You are too good to me, sometimes.

We went our separate ways the next year, but have kept in contact over the years, if only just every once in a while. Her sister, Emily, was still in high school when Lauren and I roomed together, but I believe she is a sophomore at BYU now. Oh and Lauren will be a Registered Nurse this time next year! (...I think...)

Back to the story. Mazza was for quite some time the only good Middle East food restaurant in Salt Lake City, and pretty much all of Utah for that matter. UNTIL......Layla Mediterranean Grill and Mezze. I was blown away by the modern and chic interior decor, the Middle Eastern ambient music that vaguely reminded me of Rainbow Street in Amman, Jordan. In that the music did have a Middle East vibe to it, but was clearly designated for Westerners, which is kind of what Rainbow Street is like. The food presentation was also stunning. And please remember, dear friends and family, that I have never actually been to an upscale restaurant before, soooo while this restaurant definitely impressed me, it doesn't take much, ha. And the price range is between $12-17ish dollars (at dinner), so it's not like it's even some big-time over the top expensive restaurant. But it still was very classy, in my opinion.

Also, it's a family-owned joint, and Layla herself was at the podium to greet us, and her daughter was our server. I thought that was a nice touch :-) 

However....apparently you're supposed to make reservations for this kind of place. We got there at 5, so since it was early she was able to squeeze us in as long as we made it out by 6. I felt bad, but she insisted and said it was fine, just to make sure to reserve a place next time.

The evidence:

Left, Emily. Right, Lauren.


To die for humus.

I was trying to be artsy, even though I don't own a single artsy bone in my body. And apparently I didn't focus the camera...

The flatbread

Emily's: Artichoke hearts stuffed with meat and good stuff, topped with a tomato sauce served over rice.

Lauren's Lebanese chicken curry.

Mary's Falafel sandwich....which was my only complaint there. I didn't like the sandwich. That's not the falafel sandwich I remember eating over there.

My Lebanese Massouka. Eggplant topped with beef and spices and a tomatoe sauce served over rice.
We also ordered falafel to go with the humus and flatbread as our appetizer, but I forgot to take a picture. Oh well!

Next, we went to see Real Salt Lake play against Houston Dynamo. Real should have won easily, but it was unfortunately a tie 0-0. Actually, Real scored 2 beautiful goals, but for reasons that I'm still unaware of, the ref didn't count them!!!! Lame.

I have a double-chin here...yes I am aware.




The two teams with some children
And who else was at the game, caught with his hand in his nose??? Charles Abouo, no less! 

This British guy came and sat next to Mary and flirted with her for a few minutes. He was really charming and I was really jealous. But then he had to leave because he and his friend each had a beer, but apparently they were sitting in a "no drinking" section. Which I actually thought was really weird to have at a sporting event. Then again, it is Utah...

This was during halftime. I'm not really sure why I felt the need to post these pictures. Just thought they were funny at the time...


Abouo, yet again. Clearly bored by this game.

CROCK CELL PHONE HOLDER!
After the game, we met up with our dear friend, Jon, for desert at this delectable bakery called Gourmandise - The Bakery. Lauren and Emily had introduced us to this place a few weeks prior to this sister date on a different sister date on which we journeyed to find good Italian food. Anyway, this is by far the best bakery on the planet. THEY EVEN HAD KUNAFA!!!!! Well, it looked like it anyway. I can't verify it's accuracy. And they spelled it different. I didn't get any though, because I didn't notice till I was paying as we were leaving. And the funny thing is, when we were eating dinner all I could think was man I wish this place had kunafa for dessert! So the Middle East food restaurant didn't, but this random bakery in SLC did! I can't wait to go back though and see how it tastes....

......Oh my nostalgia for the Middle East overwhelms me at times! There is a little Arab girl inside of me that needs to be back in the blazing hot sun with the dead sea just a short drive away and the charming call to prayer 5 times a day (one at the crack of dawn, literally) reminding me that there are more important things in life than my worldly, petty concerns.

Anyway...it was an awesome night. I always have so much fun with these girls.

P.S. It is almost June....and it's still in the 50s and 60s with rarely a sunny day here and there simply as a teaser!!! Nonstop wind, rain, and cold day in and day out! I have HAD IT! You can see in the pictures of us at the Rio Tinto Stadium how we're all in long sleeves/bundled up (I conveniently forgot my jacket...) and Mary even wisely brought a blanket. Need I remind anyone yet again that it is almost JUNE! That is all :-)


P.P.S. Anna Gleave, did I make you proud with the food pictures??? I did forget to take pictures of the awesome deserts at Gourmandise, though...both times we went. I know the pictures aren't of good quality what with my silly point and shoot camera.....but I tried, ha.

BYU Graduation (pt. III....the end)


I hate blogger. It seriously took me over 2 HOURS to do this post because of all the pictures. Blogger didn't want to let me move them around in the order I wanted them to be. They uploaded out of order because these pictures come from a variety of cameras in the family. I'll never upload pictures ever again unless someone teaches me how to USE THIS STUPID THING.

Ok so anyway...I'm also still deathly ill, and still serving food to customers. It takes all my nose-sucking power not to let my snot drip on the tables. I wash my hands every 5 seconds, but still I'm just oozing of contamination. And it must be something that's going around because a bunch of my co-workers are sick too. Come and eat at my Olive Garden, won't you?!

So graduation..........my graduating school was relatively small, but it was at 8 am....not so pleasant. Then we had to rush through family pictures so that Lindsey and Jared could get to Jared's brother's graduation, and so that Mary could get to her graduation. So those of us that were left after pictures grabbed a bite to eat at the Kennedy Center because MY school was kind and offered food and drinks for us to mingle with on another!

We finished up and made it in time to Mary's graduation which just so happened to include the school's largest major (exercise science)....so I've heard, anyway. Lucky us. So we sat through 2-3 hours of the Life Sciences graduation, then took some more pictures. After the photo-shoot was over, we headed over to Mama Chus, easily Provo's best Mexican food. I really want to go back to Provo and have another photo-shoot though because I'm not a fan of the ones by the cougar and the BYU sign. I love my family, but some of us don't know how to take pictures of others very well..... :-)

I came home and took a nap, then had to finish packing up and cleaning and move out of my apt that night because I had check-out at 10 AM Saturday morning. So I had to haul the last trip of my stuff to my Salt Lake apartment. That was at 3 am btw....so I arrived a quarter to 4, collapsed on the floor (<--that rhymed), and made it back to Provo in time for my check-out. And then I drove back to Salt Lake. It was a busy day.

Then we headed over to my cousin's house for dinner with extended family, then on Easter we had dinner with my Mom's side of the family at her sister's house. Good times. Love my family. Maybe I'll post pictures of Easter.....not. The thought of posting more pictures makes me uneasy after this whole fiasco. Good grief. The end.


As I was walking in, I was surprised by my family on the edge of the row snapping pictures at me.

The view
Another surprise: stalker Lindsey zoomed in from her seat and was snapping shots of me while some Japanese girls were doing this cool musical performance.

Yet again....here I am waiting in line to receive my diploma. That's actually a lie. I received it 4 months ago. But I did get the cover. Also, I was embarrassed and laughing at this camera situation. I guess this is what I look like when I laugh. Real attractive :-/

They coached us beforehand: "Now, make sure when you get up there to STOP and SMILE so your family can take pictures of you!" And my picture came out blurry....



Mary and Landon, bored.
The family minus Amanda and Nathan


I really wanted him to smile.

I really REALLY wanted him to smile.






I didn't realize she was making faces.

So finally (there are many other pictures of her being goofy and me just smiling away), I caught on.


Another close friend from the Arabic program, and roomie in Jordan.

DLB!!! That stands for Donna Lee Bowen. She taught of few of my Middle East classes

MAMA!!!!

Mary is 2nd from the left walking in. I had to zoom in a lot to get this, and my camera doesn't like zooming in.

Mary waiting in line for her name to be called (3rd in line, I think?)

Her professor/advisor/I don't know what his title is to her is standing just to the left wearing the Harry Potter robes. Oh wait, all the old people are.

Mary's school of Life Sciences. Not just the ground level, but that blue blob in the seats. It took WELL over an hour to call all the names. Oh and she was one of the first 5 names to be called since she was a grad student. So agonizing...

Mary's lab.

Us with Mom.
I was a tad distressed by that twig that was attached to me.


The family by the cougar at the Lavell Edwards Stadium



Ok ok ok. I look awful here. No one should ever take pictures from an angle that looks up! So bad!! My legs aren't THAT short and chunky looking. Yeah I said it. But don't think I don't know you were all thinking it! Seriously though, it was just a really bad angle. And I would have left it out except it's my only picture on it. Next time I'm in Provo, I'm bringing my graduation garb and I'm redoing this picture!!!

Had to show off our cute outfits that were hiding under the ugly blue and black blob outfits




DONE.